I'm tired. I'm very tired. So tired I do not even know what I should write about. So I guess I'll just write about how I'm tired. I'm tired of not feeling able to do what I need to do. It's all right there, all I need to do is actually do it. I'm tired of feeling like no matter how hard I work at something I'll just come up short, again, and again, and again. I'm tired of people thinking I'm not able to do things. I'm tired of believing them. I'm tired of being tired and being too tired to do anything about it. I'm tired of writing this post because I feel like it's all the tired angst I was suppose to leave behind in high school. Sometimes I think I've grown a lot, other times I feel like I've grown little if at all.
Ugh... it's Monday again.
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